Bring the rain...

Hello friends I just want everyone to know how great my God is and blessed me today many times knowing my sweet baby is happy and in heaven with Jesus.  I get to experience on a daily basis how great he truly is hearing a new testimony from someone who has been where I am now.  Some people I experience this with are people I have known since I was young and some people I have never met a day in my life. 

Today I had a good/bad experience taking a trip to Target ((on my own needless to say)) to just grab a couple of things.  I was heading to the aisle where all the detergents were to get my oven cleaner and leave.  Upon my way from the grocery section to the register I saw 2 pregnant women which hasnt made me sad until that point.  Then I got in line...in line in front of me was a couple who bought a jumperoo and a bunch of little baby girl outfits and behind me was a woman and what seemed to be either her mother or her mother in law with a pink baby bath and the boppy pillow with the owl cover on it.  This made me very sad at this point and for the first time since I have been out in public I was about to break out into tears in the target checkout line.  O nooo! All the sudden I looked up and I saw on a gift card a butterfly and someone had put a hairbow on top of the candy that had a butterfly on it.  Wow this was definetly chloe telling me it would be ok.  She never ceases to amaze me!! Letting me know she will be ok....I love her so much!

I know I seem like a broken record when I say this but I cant explain it but it is amazing how we feel every prayer when someone prays for us.  Please keep it coming because we love that feeling.  Monday I will be going to the doctor and of course we are hoping that God has healed me and we can try again soon for another precious baby.  I am going to leave you with a song that has been in my head all day long...Bring the rain