beautiful skies....

So first off I just want to start by saying that we went and saw Chloe tonight.  I have not been myself in a couple of weeks and I felt so bad for it.  My dad, Megan and I went and grabbed some dinner and my dad insisted on getting another butterfly light for her grave and so we did.  I am trying to find the cross light if anyone knows where you can find it.  So now Chloe has two butterflies that light up, a nylon butterfly, and some fall flowers aunt Caroline and I got for her.  She is one spoiled baby.  I miss her so much.

I found myself really emotional and crying the other day and I do cry pretty much everyday even if its just my mind wondering and I cry briefly.  Steven saw that I was more emotional than I normally am and asked me what was wrong?  I told him I hate this time change.  He said why and I told him (and I don't know why I was thinking of this late at night) that I wont get to see the sunrise on my way to work anymore.  :(  I told him that every morning I could see the sunrise from the graveyard.  The way I go to work is coming up New Hope Rd. and I turn onto Robinwood Rd. right in front of Gaston Park (I think what its called).  This is the cemetery my paw paw, Nana, and my great grandparents are buried at and every morning I can look over and see the most perfect sunrise.  Beautiful PINKS, oranges and purples everywhere.  No matter what the weather.  Ever since I can remember since Chloe has passed, even if it was raining that morning, somehow the sky opened up right there and had those beautiful colors shining through.  I was sad about having to go to work on that Sunday and pass the cemetery and not see that beautiful sunrise.  I drove down new hope and the further I got down the road as I was talking to God the brighter the sky got.  I said I'm going to miss it aren't I Chloe.  As soon as I arrived at my turn it was beautiful.  The sky was bright pink.  No purples, no blues, no oranges, no yellows.  Just pink!  I have not seen this yet other than seeing the butterflies but this along with them let me know she was ok.  Not that I believe she was in any distress.  I know my angel is in heaven looking down on us now.  That day she told me she was having the time of her life.  I cant wait to be up there in the heavens with all the beautiful oranges, pinks, purples, and blues. 

Luke 23:42 -- And he said unto Jesus, Lord, REMEMBER ME when thou comest into thy kingdom. 43 And Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, To day shalt thou be with me in paradise. :)))