Merry Christmas everyone!!! No one will ever know how much I truely miss my precious angel in heaven. Today at the end turned out to be harder than I thought. We made sure even if it was going to be 1145pm we were going to go to the cemetary and we did and I broke down crying histerically. Something I havent done in a long time. Upon reading alot of peoples post who have lost a baby theirselves what im about to tell you may sound strange but I had the feeling tonight when we were there that I wanted to bust through her grave and pick her up and hold her. I kept thinking I bet she is cold and I wanted to pick her up and keep her warm. So I just broke and cried and cried and steven held me. I guess it was something that I needed to do. I have to know that I will see her again and something reassured me of that when I was there. What a glorious day it will be when we all get to see her beautiful face again. Spending time with my wonderful family like always made it much better.
Steven and I want to thank every single one of you who contributed to chloe's stocking. I am most grateful for every single blessing someone recieved in memory of my baby. We took the time to read, pray, and cry over every single act of kindness. I know thanks to you all miss chloe is smiling down on us in heaven. Please continue to pray for us as we journey through the next year hoping that each passing moment is a whole lot easier. I know nothing will be the same without chloe but I know my days will get easier. I hope I can do the same thing each and every year and the random acts of kindness get longer and longer in memory of chloe.
Again I want to say Merry Christmas and may the Lord bless each of you.
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